My blog/tumblr has turned into nothing. It’s become a bike with a flat tire. It’s become what I’ve become creatively, which is, creatively dead.
I looked through my archives the other night and wasn’t surprised at what I saw. A random post here, something I’m listening to on vinyl there. Nothing of any substance, just posts to feed the parking meter.
Whether we like it or not our blogs are a reflection of our lives. When things are going well, are blogs explode with fireworks, unicorns and rainbows. When life is at a standstill our blogs diminish into pointlessness, and abstract nothingness.
There’s nothing wrong with this I suppose, I’m just always amazed at how our Internet lives mirror the real lives we’re living.
I don’t treat my blog like a ‘Dear Diary’. My God, did I use to and those that have followed me for years can attest to that. These days I just don’t know what this is all about. Just like my life.
Case in point, I’m reading a Fantasy novel right now Patrick Rothfuss ‘The Name of the Wind’. A Fantasy novel. I haven’t read Fantasy since I was a fourteen year old boy, living in the worlds Piers Anthony was creating. Not only that, I went into the bookstore the other day and went straight to the SciFi/Fantasy section, and get this, didn’t go near Fiction or Literature. On top of all that I’m in love with this book.
This is life. There’s more of course, that I’m not telling you, but blogs=real lives, and this is what mine looks like at this moment.
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I picked up a couple of new books today. Boring, yes, ahuh. What makes picking up these two books a little bit different, is how I went about acquiring them. I bought them, on a website called Amazon. I think they’re a pretty big deal on the internet. Again, boring. Millions of people buy books on Amazon, so I’m told. I’d just never done so before.
I love bookstores you all know that. The experience of looking at books, and feeling the front and back covers is one I cherish. Completely cornball I know. For some reason, I decided to look at books on Amazon the other night. Tom McCarthy’s C I’ve wanted since it’s release but the sticker price was just too rich for my blood. But Casey you just bought The Pale King new. Yes this is true but I only buy a new book, when the need for the book new, out ways the thought of spending thirty plus dollars on it. Okay back to my story, which is unbelievably boring. So there it was C in hard cover form used for six dollars. Six dollars, how can that be possible. This book was read once tops. I could go down to a bookstore and put it on the shelf and they’d never know the difference. But why would I do that, that’s plain stupid. My point being is, I bought a book which is virtually new and I never left my couch. Oh and the book was six dollars.
The other book I found, I had never heard of, until I read David Foster Wallace’s Overlooked article in Salon, from 1999. In it he lists five direly underappreciated U.S. novels>1960. This book was one of them and David Foster Wallace described it this way:
“This won some big prize or other when it first came out, but today nobody seems to remember it. “Steps” gets called a novel but it is really a collection of unbelievably creepy little allegorical tableaux done in a terse elegant voice that’s like nothing else anywhere ever. Only Kafka’s fragments get anywhere close to where Kosinski goes in this book, which is better than everything else he ever did combined.”
Those few sentences peaked my interest and there I was on Amazon, pressing click, and poof the book was on it’s way to me. For a $1.75. Buying books online is not something I’m completely onboard with. It takes away from the experience of going to the bookstore. But if I went to my favorite used bookstore, I wouldn’t have found these books. So I guess…………………..there you have it.
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